By the time I got around to reading and responding, there was the little bit o' drama at the end, so I decided to post to Megh's (I figured she wouldn't mind). But anywho...I am not going to get all gushy here. I just wanted to tell you that I am glad that you can admit a lot of the things (especially concerning your family). I know that you have realized most of them in the past, but you are now strong enough to freely admit them. That says something about your growth as a person. Just hang in there, and know that all of us are here is you need us.